Sunday, June 5, 2011

Catching Up

Well, it has been over a month since I have come over here.  I don't really have much to say over here anymore.  Mom is gone, our hearts are still broken and nothing will ever change that.  I still have days when I just can't believe that I won't see her or talk to her.  Then there are the days when a lady at church asks me "How is your Mom doing?"  what she really means is "How is your Grandmother doing?" but she always always says my Mom.  Man that is like getting something stabbed into your heart every time she does it.  It has made me try to avoid her these days.  I know that isn't the right thing to do but, oh well, that is life and that is how I am handling it.
I guess the only thing that has changed recently is that Dad is now retired.  It was time and he was ready.  He has gotten his classroom cleaned out and that was kinda hard. . .for me at least.  Mom's touch was there as it is in all of our houses and such so it is just one more thing that isn't anymore.  I hope that Dad enjoys his retirement and that he can find enough to keep himself busy! 
Since I don't blog over here very often, if you are wondering what we are up to you can always go here and check out my blog.
Happy summer friends.