Always on my Mind

Dear Mom,

There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and miss you so much I feel like my heart will break. . . . . still, even after 3+ years.  During the month of October I always go back to your blog to see what was happening on those first days at MDA.  Well, October 4th was the day that you were admitted to prepare for the transplant.  If only we had known then what we know now maybe you would still be here and we not all still be heart broken.  We all miss you and wish that you were here so you could see all the things that are going on in our lives. 

I love you.