Eight

Today I called Mom's cell phone twice and the house once just to hear her voice. I can't hear it in my head and I haven't been able to since last Monday. I miss her so much. I am. . . .well, I don't know what I am, just not happy. It hurts me so to see my Dad hurting so. Still don't understand why. . . .she still had so much to give and so much to teach me.

One thing that I keep forgetting to mention is something that the guy who was coaching Rae's team while she was gone. He told the girls that they had witnessed something special as they left the viewing with all the people that had been there.